it's not that i don't like caves.
i just get anxious.
and in order for me to huddle and stay in a room, it's got to have a bed that is low to the ground (if not, on the ground) with almost no lights (dimdimdim) with a record player on and without a tv.
i think that is why my current room freaks me out if i stay in it for too long.
it's like a room i've never had before.