i would love if the tour just started already.
i'm sick of the anticipation,
i'm tired of thinking about it.
i 'm also tired of missing things and people and my dog (more than anything).
i think i need fresh air, different faces, and the countryside.
i need to be cramped inside a car with my friends,
uncomfortable and sleep deprived.
i need it.
i also think i need distance in order to justify the way i feel right now.
because otherwise, i feel like a baby who cries too easily.
i'm kinda tired of myself.
want to hide out and scream and then wake up and be alive again.