logic

i guess i view my friendships with people differently than some might.

i think of loyalty as something permanent...there is no option. 

if you are in my life, then i care for you. 

always. 

i'm starting to understand that trust can be something very temporary

at this point in my life,

i don't really trust too many. 

this is not a sad statement. 

this is a very important thing for me to remember.  

Rain Must Pour

I miss Jordyn and Jeff Buckley. 

I don't what it is...

maybe it's because i'm going to start my period but fuck

i feel like crying.

Jeff-whywhywhy

you know that same old song

but tonight, I salute to you

and fall asleep to your humbling voice. 

Light My Fire

Bill Withers is singing to us 

through the neighbor's window next door

something to the tune of a Doors cover

Nick, Dani, and I are hanging out at Tim's apartment...eating pizza and spilling all over the hardwood floor. 

We are a mess. 

LA

oh, man. i miss jordyn. 

we are on a mini tour again-the lovely Los Angeles.

Something has settled wrong with me and body feels like shit.

I feel dehydrated. 

i want to sleep but my body won't get comfortable. I don't understand it. 

Maybe it's because my girl is in our bed. 

dream letter

i feel that i've been living in an alternate universe this past week.
nothing really makes sense
but at the same time
nothing really matters.

everything really matters
but it seems like a big blue haze has been over my eyes this wee

prayers

it's been a heavy couple of days around here.

emotions are everywhere. 

it makes me feel helpless. 

Go Do

we met Jonsi.

everything is connected.