Sunday, September 27, 2009

ankle.

turns out i broke my ankle.

jordyn is asleep next to me.

vicodin and crutches to my right. 


 
i'm really excited for next month. 

love you all. 

Thursday, September 24, 2009

stretch.

the condensation between air ducts disarmed me.
i was sitting in geography class thinking about everything else.
the value between a good day and a harmful one is slight,
the mere action of waking up,
how someone is greeted,
not falling down the stairs,
getting an answer right,
obtaining monetary means,
eating something healthy,
simply breathing.
all of this can make or break a day.
we all know this.
to realize this and own it
everyday
is the thing that needs to be materialized.

walking down three flights of stairs every morning without falling
can be something to be proud of.

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

confession.






















i love.












richie + margot.

and this was the greatest love affair.
the love between two neurotic people.

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

impression.

but she breathed.

to feel that knock against the base of your own back

you could almost feel your own lungs at that moment

and at one moment she had,
the time when she took acid with her friends
in the woods
on that bench
near the water
in the dark
andallshesawwaslight.

but back!
tilting her neck to the side
ajusting the lapel to the right.

first.

"rosaries have never been my thing, really"

the floral imprint
graced her skin
and the cross,
oh! the cross
swung silently between her breasts.
she did not want pity,
nor a smile.
she was walking
or maybe she was driving
she no longer rememered things
like that
because the destination was all the same.
somewhere on a street
she was to be at work
soon
so soon
and to wear that blazer
and to comment on elder's dress
and to sympathize with wealth's laments.







10 minutes til showtime.

introduction.

goodbye, period.

"hello. i am a 26 year old catechism.
i have brown hair and brown eyes."



"horrifically awkward.
has a tendency to cry a lot.
crumbles under pressure in workplace situations.
has a paper tounge,
seldom follows through with things".

"passionate but misguided,
a self doubter."

"kind to an extent,
often looks puzzled,
not very good with confrontation"

you can tell she is really 24.